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hi my names Carmilla I fell down outside your house
can i live here for a while
nothing gay will happen i promise

what
oh my god you are so beautiful
oh, thank you
who are you?
thank you so much for letting me stay here
i’ll just tell my mom to go ahead without me

where is she going
haha
what?
ur hilarious
I just asked where she was going
YOU MUST NEVER ASK ME QUESTIONS, LAURA
but I –
you are too beautiful for questions
and now i must rest from all that falling down I did before

never ask me another question but lets be best friends when i wake up k
okay
k great

 

hey Laura
yes, Carmilla?
how long would you say you would enjoy holding me
like forever, or still an amount less than that, like should i keep waiting
waiting for what, dear Carmilla?
like for example would you like to braid my hair even after you’re dead
or just until you are dead

I don’t understand
ahh sorry sorry sorry
until we’re BOTH dead i mean

 

have we met before?
haha what?
I could swear I knew your face
i dont think so, i never meet people
i had a dream once, I think, as a girl
with you in it
oh my god me too, i had that same dream definitely
ahh i meant to say i definitely know your face too from dreams!
crazy we had the same dream!

i was in bed and you were on the floor nearby
staring at me
yeah i was just gonna say
you were in bed and i was nearby on the floor
that happened in my dream too

then you came up into my bed and held me tight
right, right, same way of things happened in my dream to me
then – I don’t know how – there was a strange pain in my chest
right where you held me
oh yeah yeah that i remember too
you just started screaming?
like for absolutely no reason

it was as if something bit me –
well i remember specifically in my dream that nobody bit you
really?
i could swear –
yeah i checked
you must have double-dreamed that part

 

Laura
what is it
come here
theres something in the hallway

can’t you come here and tell me what it is?
no
im scared

its disgusting
you come here
it’s just a servant
what’s a servant
it’s a person who does work for money
that’s disgusting
it’s not disgusting
that’s just his job
why is it just STANDING there
he’s working
whatever it is
i hate it

 

oh dear
another girl from the village has died
HOW LONG ARE YOU GOING TO TALK ABOUT HER
i’m sorry if i’ve offended you
YOU HAVEN’T OFFENDED ME
I JUST DIDN’T REALIZE ALL YOU CARED ABOUT WAS THIS INERT BITCH

that’s not what i meant at all
I MEAN I WOULD GO DIE RIGHT NOW IF IT MEANT YOU WOULD GO ON AND ON ABOUT ME LIKE YOU’RE DOING ABOUT YOUR DEAD FRIEND RIGHT NOW
she wasn’t my friend
i just thought it was sad that she died
ARE WE SERIOUSLY STILL TALKING ABOUT HER
HONESTLY LAURA YOU SEEM SORT OF OBSESSED WITH HER AND IT’S KIND OF CREEPING ME OUT

 

I’ve just heard a very disturbing story
about a beautiful young woman
who looked a great deal like you
and who came to stay with a friend of mine
just as you came to stay with us
and who was followed by a mysterious illness
just as you have been
what have you to say to that?
never heard of her
must be someone else

she has your exact face!
oh do you know who i bet it is
is Millarca

is that not just Carmilla mostly backwards
yeah but it’s
different name
its my friend Millarca

Carmilla, I know it’s you
whos Carmilla
this is
Llamicar

CARMILLA
sorry new phone who is this

 

Laura
Laura are you awake
are you awake I want to tell you about some feelings I think you should have

can it wait until morning
mm not really
normal feelings?
or blood feelings
…normal feelings
be honest
normal blood feelings

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