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kingWhat happens when you revisit the woefully misremembered fantasy and science fiction of your youth? Joe Howley (Latin teacher) and Johannah King-Slutzky (historical researcher) ask adults to re-read their genre favorites from childhood.

For the fifth installment in our series, we talked to bona fide adult Felix Gilman, the author of several fantasies, including The Half Made World, The Rise of Ransom City, and most recently The Revolutions. We spoke with Felix via Gchat about how T.H. White’s The Once and Future King inspired him to become a novelist, how to make sense of history in a book where one of the heroes lives backwards, and how children become fond of sadness. (The following conversation has been gently massaged for clarity.)

JOE HOWLEY: Hello?

JOHANNAH KING-SLUTZKY: Hi!

FELIX GILMAN: Hi!

JOE: We are here! Around the Round Table.

FELIX: Let’s talk Matter Of Britain.

JOE: Thank you for taking some time for us, Felix.

JOHANNAH: Yes, thanks! I’m so excited to discuss this book with another fan.

FELIX: Thank you for inviting me!

JOHANNAH: So shall we get into it?

JOE: Cards on the table: this was my first time reading this book. I think I tried, several times, as a younger person, and never made it past the falconry bit.

FELIX: What have you got against falconry?

JOE: Only, in my youth, a dreadfully short attention span. But Felix, what was your relationship with this book like?

FELIX: I think I recall reading it in childhood, really small childhood and I re-read quite a lot.

JOHANNAH: The whole book? Or just the first part?

FELIX: The whole book, I think; I recall being very disturbed by the (very disturbing) bits with the Orkneys. There is a radical shift in age-appropriateness between Book One and Book Two, for anyone who hasn’t read it. The thing with the unicorn is quite disturbing even for an adult reader.

JOE: Did I see on Twitter that you were reading the book with one of your kids?

FELIX: Not the unicorn thing! This is one of my favorite books, and it’s one of the books I’m most looking forward to pressing on my kids, but the oldest is only four. I read him some of the set-pieces where the Wart gets turned into a fish or a bird. He liked those.

JOE: Would you say this is what started you down the dark road to becoming a fantasy novelist yourself?

FELIX: Absolutely it did.

JOHANNAH: Let’s back up a second. So you read it as a very young child in its entirety. How did you feel about it? It clearly left an impression. Were there certain characters you attached to, themes you cared about, episodes that stayed with you?

FELIX: Hard to say what my initial reaction was; I’ve read it too often since then. What strikes me about it now is how sad it is, which I’m not sure is how it struck me at first. I may actually have liked the sadness as a child too, I was that sort of child.

JOE: Yes, so melancholy!

JOHANNAH: I was telling Joe earlier that one of the things that made me love this book was the pathos of the episodes — like the unicorn scene — where people keep trying to do things to impress another person, usually their superior whose love they’re trying to earn — and it goes not just ignored, but tragically misinterpreted.

Now that I think about it, the unicorn scene reminds me a lot of Narnia where Aslan is shorn and tied up. There may be some Christ metaphors in the unicorn thing here too.

king2FELIX: Yes! And poor Arthur screws himself up for Merlin’s sake, and Lancelot screws himself for Arthur’s sake.

JOHANNAH: And Lancelot for Guinevere.

FELIX: And Elaine, oh god the pathos of Elaine.

JOE: Agh, Elaine, just a normal person with the misfortune to be part of someone else’s legend.

JOHANNAH: The counterpoint to these figures is Bors, who gets to find the Holy Grail but is repeatedly referred to as a misogynist. Bors never tries to impress anybody or do anything good for other people, because he only cares about God’s law.

FELIX: Lancelot also of course screwing himself up very badly for God’s sake.

I love the way White tells the Grail story through the worldly knights coming back and grumbling about how awful Galahad is to be around.

JOHANNAH: So Felix, you liked the book for its sadness, which I’m sure we’ll come back to as we get into things more deeply. What else appealed to you about the book?

FELIX: It’s very funny, it’s very kind; White tries to be very kind to all of his characters, one feels, even Mordred. It’s unpredictable; the tone constantly changes; there’s an overall movement from the childhood larks to stately tragic old age but it goes down a lot of weird roads in the meantime.

JOE: I was talking to Johannah about the book’s historical atemporality, the way different time frames are referenced at random, and the way Merlyn and the narrator both talk about things that happen in the future.  I wonder if those jumps between old age and childhood are doing something similar.

FELIX: I’ve been thinking about how to describe the atemporality.

JOHANNAH: Yes, we had some difficulties with that. I thought it was LESS atemporal than it’s rumored to be. There aren’t very many references to historical events outside the domain of Arthur’s historical time period and then the early 20th century.

FELIX: But what is Arthur’s time period though?

JOHANNAH: 500sish? And the allusions to Tristan and Isolde would have been the right time period.

JOE: White refuses to commit to a time period until pretty close to the end, and I love that.

FELIX: I think quite early on he has Arthur as a contemporary of William the Conqueror. (This is part of the anti-Celtic stuff about which the less said the better perhaps.)

JOE: Yes, the anti-Celtic stuff is one of the few really troubling notes. Maybe I just had trouble following the historical cues, although I continue to be flummoxed by “Lucius, dictator of Rome.”

JOHANNAH: No, you were flummoxed for a reason. I just looked it up and gunpowder was supposedly invented in the 9th century and wouldn’t have made its way to England until after King Arthur’s supposed historical reign.

FELIX: And the armor which Lancelot describes in loving detail is much later medieval.

JOE: Wait, Felix, you have a degree in medieval history, don’t you?

FELIX: Yes, sort of.

JOHANNAH: There might be some shuttling between setting Arthur in the 6th century, when he was supposed to have lived historically, and the 12th century, when he was written about.

FELIX: And then there’s the fact that he meets Robin Hood.

JOHANNAH: Yeah, that was bizarre.

FELIX: I’ve always read him as pretty firmly situating his Arthur in a period that starts in about 1066 and ends at the end of the medieval period. It’s Mordred who introduces cannon and peasant revolts.

He’s overwriting English history with his own fantasy. Merlin is TH White; TH White, looking back from 1940-ish, where he’s sitting in a cottage in Ireland despairing for the fate of civilization, as you well might in 1940, is trying to overwrite English history with his own superior version in which someone figured out how to stop War, and the constant reminders of the utter ahistoricality of all this remind you, tragically, that this didn’t happen. Not that Arthur succeeds in the frame of the story either.

JOE: I was wondering about the emphasis on the “futurus” part of his epitaph. Is the idea that Arthur might “return” as some kind of memory/dream of this just, peaceful england free from “racial strife” and “force majeur”?

FELIX: Have you read The Book of Merlyn?

JOE: Ah! no! I guess I should.

JOHANNAH: I would be interested in a more literal explanation as well, but I thought the “once and future king”  was a) a Christ thing and b) because Arthur comes to personify law, which is not supposed to be temporal.

JOE: (Wikipedia tells us The Book of Merlyn was kept out of the omnibus text of the Once and Future King by wartime paper shortages, damnable war.)

FELIX: I will refrain from discussing The Book of Merlyn except to say that the epitaph there, and an aside about a monk during the black death, really struck me with the extent to which White seriously doubted that civilization had a future when he was writing; imagining Arthur’s return is very powerful just because it implies some sort of future at all.

JOE: That’s a very 1940 perspective, I’ve seen it in all sorts of academic writing from the time.

JOHANNAH: In the States we don’t get a sense of how apocalyptic World War II felt in England.

FELIX: Supposedly the first version of The Sword In The Stone was less about World War II. When he went back and revised it he stuck in more war-focused stuff. It’s Tolkein’s perspective too I think. Tolkein and White are both full of small-c conservative sentiment for the past, which one can sympathize with when you think what the future must have looked like in 1940.

JOE: In addition to small-c conservative, the book also struck me as definitively and endearingly English.  I wonder if that’s part of your connection to it, or something you had a response to on rereading it? [ed. note: Felix is English.]

FELIX: It certainly is very English.

Johannah, you mentioned Aslan above and it reminded me that one of the things I like about this book is the portrayal of Christianity.

JOHANNAH: YES, me too.

FELIX: Lancelot’s miracle in the end of “The Ill-Made Knight” where he heals Sir Urre despite being a bad person affected me in the same sort of way as the shearing of Aslan. “This lonely and motionless figure knew a secret which had been hidden from the others. The miracle was that he had been allowed to do a miracle.” Chills down the spine.

JOHANNAH: What elements in particular reminded you of Aslan? Lancelot is less Christlike than Arthur or Galahad or Bors.

FELIX: Something about Aslan’s shearing (and return and breaking the stone) and Lancelot’s being allowed to do a miracle have a similar power for me.

JOHANNAH: The reprieve element. You thought you screwed up, but actually, you’ve been given another chance.

FELIX: Lancelot’s thing is powerful psychologically but it’s also powerful in a very straightforwardly religious way: this is God’s mysterious and ineffable grace. And the fact that the true meaning of Lancelot’s miracle is hidden from everyone; or maybe rather that it has an exoteric and an esoteric meaning. (I am not religious and I don’t think White was particularly either.)

king4JOHANNAH: I like that you point out the importance of God’s mysteriousness, because communication is such a central theme in this book. People are constantly trying to communicate with others and being misinterpreted to pathetic effect.

JOE: And the tragedy of Lancelot’s religiosity and the tragedy of Arthur’s civilizing mission of justice seem kind of parallel but are ultimately on a collision course.

JOHANNAH: I agree there is a parallel there, but one difference is that Arthur’s mission seems really doomed, while the book offers at least three counterpoints to Lancelot’s failure with the knights of the Grail– true holiness is really possible.

FELIX: Although true holiness isn’t especially appealing in this book.

JOE: Holiness is possible for other people, who are Unpleasant.

FELIX: Perhaps it’s just not possible to write about Malory or about medieval people without writing about God a great deal.

JOE: To switch gears: Something we wondered about was whether White thinks Kings are a Good Idea. How sincere is the encomium of feudalism in book 1, for example?

JOHANNAH: The section Joe is referring to with the encomium is: “It has never been an economic proposition for an owner of cattle to starve his cows, so why should an owner of slaves starve them? The truth is that even nowadays the farm labourer accepts so little money because he does not have to throw his soul in which the bargain.”

FELIX: Without wanting to say too much, by The Book of Merlyn he’s pretty clearly moved on from feudalism to a sort of smallholding anarchism. I think he’s dead serious that we would probably be better off if we were geese.

One of the many projects he has going here is reclaiming the medieval period from the condescension of posterity. I think the praise of feudalism is part of that — medievals weren’t so stupid and we’re not so smart. But that’s certainly one of the lines that makes one wince these days.

JOE: I also wanted to ask you to say some more about reading this as a novelist, and whether you see any of its influence in how you write. The fluid refusal to be pinned down in time, and kind of space, sort of reminded me of the setting of your books Half-Made World and The Rise of Ransom City.

FELIX: Sorry, my internet crapped out there for a bit. The medievals had no Time Warner, and they were happier for it.

JOE: They only had Missals and whatnot.

FELIX: I’m sure it influenced me — there’s a certain tone White has that I would very much like to capture. I’m also sure that White’s approach to world-building, which is that he’s not going to do it, was a big influence.

JOE: It seems kind of a bold statement for a fantasy novel compared to Tolkien’s world building.

FELIX: Turns out you don’t need it.

JOE: I suppose when he was writing it was him, Tolkien, Peake, Evangeline Walton?

FELIX: Michael Moorcock knew him and Peake, don’t think he knew Tolkien.

JOHANNAH: And what about the content? Do you see any reflection of the characters or emotions in your own work or extracurricular interests?

FELIX: Well I’m very into falconry. And I will say that the last time I read this book I didn’t have children, and the bits about e.g. Arthur forgetting his childhood transformations affected me much more deeply this time round. Obviously this isn’t hard; making a parent of small children feel things about childhood is as easy as poking them with a stick.

JOHANNAH: Haha yes. I’ve been noticing how many fantasy books mention childhood amnesia, it pops up in the strangest places. This book doesn’t even need it, it’s not a universe where magic can’t exist, so it’s a bit odd that Arthur has to forget his magical education.

JOE: This book is 600 pages long, and I think it must be one of those books that lots of people find lots of things in.  Like, Johannah really wanted to talk about asceticism and sacrifice, but I just wanted to talk about historicity. And you are into falconry, naturally.  We have a whole list of notes that we couldn’t possibly get to all of. Gay stuff! Why all wickedness flows from women! The weird anti-Celtic thing! It seems like a good book to read and re-read.

FELIX: It is a very hard book to describe.

JOHANNAH: Which is very impressive considering how little world building there is. It’s all psychological architecture.

JOE: Right, this is not like Game of Thrones, where it’s hard to describe because too much happens.

FELIX: It’s largely an argument about Malory, and White seems to casually assume that of course you’re deeply familiar with Malory, which shouldn’t work at all as a readable bestselling beloved classic, but.

JOHANNAH: It’s a very charming assumption.

JOE: It obviously holds up for you on rereading. I’d like to think it would still appeal to a first-time reader today. We will check in with you in ten years to see if your son liked it.

FELIX: He liked the owl bits but that’s an easy sell.

JOE: Any final thoughts, either of you?

JOHANNAH: Just that it was a pleasure being re-introduced to this book, I’m very glad you picked it, Felix.

FELIX: It was great to discuss it with you both.

JOE: Thanks for your time! I will now sail off in my magical boat to Avalon.

FELIX: Back to the falcons.

Johannah King-Slutzky is a blogger and essayist in Harlem, New York City. Joe Howley teaches Latin language and literature in New York City.

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I always wanted to read this book as a kid but could never find a copy! My dad said it was good. I should read it now that Amazon exists.
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My dad legitimately hunted for YEARS for a copy to give me. Finally found a used one that even included the bit about the geese, which my 8th grade English teacher told me (perhaps apocryphally?) was excised from later editions due to being too anti-war and anti-property.

Anyway, I have the yellow one with purple text pictured above, purchased from a used bookstore, complete with a heartfelt inscription from original gifter to original giftee re: their eternal love which obviously didn't work out since I ended up with the book. And now it's my favorite book in the world and it's falling apart and I tell everyone to read it but refuse to loan them my copy because I've lost too many good books to exes that way and this book is apparently so goddamn hard to find that I can't let it out of my sight.
a woman saw me reading this a couple of months ago, and made a point of interrupting me to say "I haven't read this one yet, but I have read 'H is for Hawk.'" I stared at her with annoyed bafflement until she said, "Oh, it's the second book in the series."

i am still annoyed and baffled by her interruption. probably would have been less so if the interaction was more along these ^ lines
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... I can't decide whether I want to be amused that she clearly had no idea what she was talking about or intrigued at the idea of defining a "series" as "books that make references to each other, whether or not they are by the same author."
So, speaking of reading TH White and what is up with all of that falconry, Helen Macdonald's H is for Hawk really blew my mind in a lot of ways, but especially her biographical sketches and discussion of White and his writing and his worldview. I feel like she and this conversation are actually in conversation in a lot of ways, even if they aren't in fact actually in conversation.
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Absolutely. I had a lot of Feelings about H is for Hawk that had to do with dads and animals but also with The Once and Future King; my sister asked me if she would like H is for Hawk and I said probably not because she has not read and would have no patience with White's novel.
OH this actually helps explain why someone would maybe? erroneously assume H is for Hawk is a sequel?? to The Once and Future King. bless this woman's heart. i take back just a tiny bit of my snark and also my avoidance of H is for Hawk because of this woman (you've made me v. keen to pick up a copy now!)
My interpretation of the Ill-Made Knight was always that it was a story about the psychological effects of being in the closet. I don't know much about T. H. White, so I don't want to do a biographical reading, but Elaine and Lancelot's negotiation of the terms of their marriage seems pretty transparent, as does Lancelot's basic belief in his inattainability of grace. It's an open secret until the heirophantic mordred changes court behavior to legislate public morality, when it becomes a sin big enough to sink a kingdom under.
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Oh, definitely. 100%.
Fun sidelight on that last bit: does ANY character in this book have a more fucked-up sexuality than Mordred? I mean...jesus christ, buddy.
I’ve always read him as pretty firmly situating his Arthur in a period that starts in about 1066 and ends at the end of the medieval period. It’s Mordred who introduces cannon and peasant revolts.

I only noticed this when teaching Once and Future King as an adult, but White is very clear about the passage of time from 1066 to ~1440 over the course of the book. Uther Pendragon and his "pack of Normans" take over Anglo-Saxon England a la William the Conqueror; Arthur himself reigns over the High Middle Ages; and a young Thomas Malory carries the flame into the Renaissance at the very end.

I want to talk about queerness in OaFK. Is Lancelot not the gayest fictional character who ever destroyed his life over love for a woman? I mean, it's on the page from his first appearance: "The boy thought that there was something wrong with him. All through his life - even when he was a great man with the world at his feet - he was to feel this gap: something at the bottom of his heart of which he was aware, and ashamed, but which he did not understand."
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I loved this book as a kid and teen and had no idea any of the subtext you are discussing and now I will try to find time to go and reread this. Interesting.
Normally I hate to do the "gay author? look for gay characters!" thing, but yeah, queer Lancelot is a pretty unavoidable interpretation (and definitely adds something to the already-rich tapestry of that character).

It's particularly interesting in the context of the love triangle when you think about Arthur, who's written as a character almost devoid of sexuality. His love for Guinevere is always characterized as paternal, and he pretty much jumps straight from "boy" to "father figure" without spending any time as "young man." If I recall correctly, White makes a reference to Arthur's illegitimate children, but it's just one mention and that side of Arthur is basically offscreen. Meanwhile, Lancelot is in love with him as an ideal and a person from the very get-go.
Right. White's Lancelot balances what White tries to portray as a Platonic love for Arthur with a forbidden and self-hating sexual love for Guenever. Thus Lancelot's queer desire is split between two loves. On the one hand there's Lancelot's male-male desire for Arthur, which White tries to portray as non-sexual.

On the other hand, there's Lancelot's nominally heterosexual desire for Guenever, which has all sorts of markers of queerness all over it. First Lancelot can't have Guenever and he can't have sex, because he'll be ruined either way. Then he can have surrogate sex with Guenever via Elaine, but he hates himself (and Elaine) afterwards, and he knows he's permanently ruined because of the sin he's committed. Then Lance and Jenny have this secret perfect year of bliss together, but it's only blissful because it's secret. Then they start hating each other. Eventually, in the last peace they experience as old, sad lovers, Lance and Jenny get caught. I mean, Elaine and Guenever are women, but Lancelot's psychosexual reactions to his sexual relationships with them, his fear, his self-loathing, his resentment, his knowledge that his love must always be secret, are absolutely queer.

And that's not even getting into how Guenever is standing for Arthur in Lancelot's bed, which she totally is.
Oh dang wait the part with the unicorn! I think I read this book when I was eleven or twelve, and did not fully understand what was going on. Maybe I should re-read it, though it is typically my policy to never reread anything.

Also, hooray Felix Gilman! I recommend The Half-Made World and The Rise of Ransom City to anyone who likes books that are good, which those are.
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The Half-Made World is the best! Great world building and Creedmor is just the best character.
Welp. That's going into the 'to eventually be reread' pile. (But I am reading Mistress Masham's Repose right now and that's by the same author so at least there's that?)
Definitely a book that rewards rereading! I first read it when I was eleven (thanks, Granny) and have been reading it ever since. I have an ancient paperback and a beautiful Folio Society edition. I cry every time, usually at different things (last year it was Lancelot considering suicide).

Who wants to talk about the part where Elaine realizes that the woman on Lancelot's shield is wearing a crown?

PS: Felix, I'm here for the Book of Merlyn discussion.
Fuck YES I am so glad there is a OAFK discussion space here. This is possibly my favorite novel ever; I came to it late in life (I think I was 19?) and I'm happy about that because I don't have the complicated relationship with it that I often have with "childhood favorites."

The funny thing is, purely as an Arthurian interpretation, I have a lot of quibbles with it. especially given how many future Arthurian works were informed by it. The anti-Celtic thing and characterization of Gawaine & family, the lack of fleshed-out women other than Guinevere, the general saintliness of Arthur...I think I love it so much because it's a book I can argue with. White's arguments are right there in the text, and he illustrates them well, so even when I'm frowning real hard at a paragraph I'm /enjoying/ that frown. That's a rare quality in fantasy fiction.

Also, the prose is fucking gorgeous.
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Sadly, "The cannons of his adversary were thundering in the tattered morning when the Majesty of England drew himself up to meet the future with a peaceful heart" is way too long for a tattoo to be practical.
I feel this. I settled for the epitaph. :B
I LOVE THIS BOOOOOOOOKKK
Gee,,,am I the only one who found this book really, really misogynistic? I loved it the first time I read it, but I was speed reading an in a post-Oxford romantic haze. When I read it a second time, I realized that White, in a tone of "benevolent sexism," basically depicts all women as well meaning but capricious, shallow, and irrational. Sorry for the block of text, but everything that makes me violently cringe about this book is summed up in the OAFK excerpt below:

“In the long years which bring women to the middle of life, a sense of balance develops. You can’t teach a baby to walk by explaining the matter to her logically—she has to learn the strange poise of walking by experience. In some way like that, you cannot teach a young woman to have knowledge of the world. She has to be left to the experience of the years… She can go on living—not by principle, not by deduction, not by knowledge of good and evil, but simply by a peculiar and shifting sense of balance which defies each of these things often. She no longer hopes to live by seeking the truth—if women ever do hope this—but continues henceforth under the guidance of a seventh sense. Balance was the sixth sense, which she won when she first learned to walk, and now she has the seventh one—knowledge of the world.”

TLDR: Men have reason and morality. Women have a sixth sense, the way bees dance in rhythmic patterns that will forever remain a mystery to proper (read: male) humans. Guenever and Elaine reflect this strongly, yet I've never heard anything but praise for this book in progressive circles. I've always felt isolated in my discomfort :/
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Oh yeah, we didn't get to this, but all malice and trouble in the book flows from women. It's a problem. There's also an uncomfortable racism against celtic peoples that I can't really make peace with.
The Celtic stuff is weird, but kind of fascinating for a modern reader steeped in the Western fantasy canon. It's a white European culture given the same exotic, stereotyped treatment that modern fantasy usually reserves for non-European peoples & cultures. It was jarring (and frequently gross and bigoted!) but I also think it's valuable perspective for white folks wanting to write fantasy.
It's so entirely without any concept of woman-as-person that I don't think "misogynistic" is even a label that applies? I just reread it a few months ago and the thing that struck me most is that it doesn't seem like it even OCCURS to White that women might have an interiority worth learning about. They're maybe equivalent to horses in terms of how much what goes on in their heads interests him.

I honestly almost preferred it to something like reading the Molly Bloom chapter in Ulysses where you can see that the author is vaguely interested in what goes on in women's heads but it turns out he doesn't think it's anything too bright. White does not consider women human, full stop. Kind of weirdly refreshing to just have it laid out like that, especially from a 20th century novelist!

It's a fun read but I reread it right after I finished the first three Neapolitan novels and the complete lack of female characters worth more than two seconds of thought kinda hit me like a ton of bricks. But in general I love this novel mostly because it has so many profoundly interesting flaws, of which this is by no means the least.

But I don't think you're alone at all in thinking its handling of female characters is extremely cringeworthy/problematic...indeed I suspect it's a big part of why we got Mists of Avalon.
I haven't reread this book for ages, so I don't actually remember what happens to the unicorn, but just of the mention of the scene made me want to cry, so it must be very very bad.
The black cat murder bothered me as a child, and of course the unicorn.
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Oh, god, the black cat. And then it's all for nothing, because she just loses interest. Way too much like real life.
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it still haunts me. I hate when animal torture pops up unexpectedly in a book. I don't want to read that!
Both of these, and also the scene with the donkeys. Somehow that one is the one that comes to mind most frequently for me as the defining Orkneys-abusing-animals scene; the description of the violent relationship between the boys and the donkeys.
Follow-up to the actual discussion piece: I'm going to be a pedantic little shit and quibble with one of Felix's points.

"FELIX: I’m sure it influenced me — there’s a certain tone White has that I would very much like to capture. I’m also sure that White’s approach to world-building, which is that he’s not going to do it, was a big influence."

I think this book has phenomenal world-building; it's one of the things that drew me. The core conceit of swapping English myth and history could come across as a gimmick (and I guess in places it does), but when it's done well, it provides all the world-building that you could ask for. The fairy-tale sense of time and place, the north/south dichotomy (to which so many of my favorite fantasy authors owe a debt), the cultural institution of chivalry for good & bad - they're pretty much all conveyed in that mythos, and the journey through the different eras of Arthur's world. Just the transition between his idyllic childhood and the CPS red alert up in Orkney - like, a two-chapter sample - conveys a huge amount about the setting.

It's not granular, Tolkien-style world-building, but it absolutely provides everything you need to know about this fantasy world you find yourself in. I've definitely found it richer after reading more English history, but I didn't know bupkis from Plantagenets the first time I picked up OAFK, and it still did the job.
I read the first half of the book a bunch of times as a really young kid. I kept banging my head repeatedly against the second half and all its themes of adulthood and power, always giving up in the end. I finally read it all the way through as a teen and remember liking it OK. I reread it again for the first time in ages a couple months ago after finding my old copy. What a difference. It was sad and bittersweet and complicated and made my heart hurt, and feeling the acute difference between little-kid me who grew up with it and current-me made me feel about a million years old.

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I did the same thing kind of! I was OBSESSED with the Disney adaptation of The Sword in the Stone as a young child, and when my dad gave me a copy of the book around 10 or 11 I devoured the beginning and became uncomfortable and then bored when it got to the Orkneys. It took me several tries to actually bust through to the second half, but once I grew up a bit I could appreciate it (by "appreciate" I mean "sob through every reread").
I read this for the first time recently and it completely knocked me over. I tried to read The Sword and the Stone as a kid and got bogged down in all the political philosophy, and I still found that section pretty tedious this time around (this seems like a mildly unpopular opinion? IDK). But then noble self-loathing Lancelot shows up, and I was enthralled. I remember being especially shocked by the aftermath of Lancelot's first night with Elaine--I don't think T.H. White would have had the mental framework to think of that encounter as a sexual assault, but Lancelot's reaction reads that way to me. ("You've taken it away, my being the best knight," oh god.)

Reading this also made me understand the impulse that created The Mists of Avalon a lot more clearly. White has so much empathy for all of his characters except for the witches that their flatness is especially glaring, and I came away from it really craving a version of the Arthurian myth cycle that would focus on the women's point of view. But not enough to ever put myself through The Mists of Avalon again, because fuck that noise.
I am really apparently not good on picking up on subtext? I always felt like the second and third parts of the book were a sort of extended discussion of forgiveness and adulthood - Lancelot's inability to forgive himself for anything being tied up with the notion of Lancelot as the boy who thought himself ugly, and Mordred's twisted immature inability to forgive anything contrasted with Arthur's ability to forgive everything. Have to give it another read.
I have the audiobook as well as the actual book, and the first time I listened to it I had to pull over on the motorway because it made me cry so much! Turns out I skim-read the emotional bits every single time because I can't cope with them.
This book hurts my heart in every possible way.

I have not been successful at getting Mr. Pinky to read it in its entirety (he also got bogged down in the Orkneys, and gave up All Hope after the unicorn, which is one of the best, most horrifying, and heart-wrenching scenes in all of Western lit). It's luminous and sad, and speaks eloquently to the everyday stupidity that even the best of us commit--and I love that White allows for redemption from stupid mistakes.
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Joe in Australia · 493 weeks ago

When I read the bit with the dog ("hound") I cried, and cried, and cried.

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