Jaya: OKAY MOVIE YELLING. How did it take us until 2016 to even hear of this movie?
Matt: I have no idea! I feel like it existed 100% outside my consciousness until our friend told us about it the other week

Recalling dreams has always come easily to me. But to this day the one that stays with me the most is my first nightmare. It happened because of the show Ghostwriter.

We were born from this bruise, their marriage. Soon my father died, and I was awake and lying on the pullout couch watching Saturday Night Live for the first time. I was ten years old. O.J. Simpson was the host. The musical guest was Ricki Lee Jones. Chuck E.’s in Love. Her beret. Long hair and teeth. The next morning I would fly in an airplane for the first time. I drank ginger ale and…

AXIS 1 Anxiety as Birthright So Jesus asked [the mute boy’s] father, “How long has this been happening to him?” And he said, “From childhood.” —Mark 9:21 For Maren and Nathaniel—may you be spared. —Scott Stossel’s dedication to his children, My Age of Anxiety We entered in together. Not like a man and woman in marriage. Nor a boy and his saw at the base of a tree. I’m convinced that even as my head…

“Guilty Conscience,” Eminem – I was afraid of cursing. Technically that’s an understatement because at the time I was afraid of almost everything, but I was especially afraid of cursing. The first time I heard this song, in the summer of 2000 (kids who are afraid of cursing are not the kind who actively seek out Eminem albums) the Tourette's and Obsessive Compulsive Disorder that I had always shown minor traces of had begun to…